unleashed freedom

Bapuji-

Born once,lived once,died once
-how orderly tht is-did u love once as well?
thats a shame thou-i miss u
.seems like im th only one
.tht ür gone is unknown to everyone else
-ür room empty,ür bed empty,my last relative-my last tie...
food,money&th pain of yesterdays is all tht u had
-i brought u love,like u did for me,thou in a different way-
u looked after me long after ür fatherhood-
sheltered me,cared for me,came in a rickety bus,
even wit ür back giving up,even when u cant bear the cold-
i love u all over again-now ür wit amma,my ever compassionate mother,
perhaps u can learn from her wat she is about.
u missed her so so much,but only after she left,u loved her so so much...
but only after she left-i learnt from u,thru negation
-tht love,care&understanding r the most important things in life
-yes u have money which has helped me also-
but money cant buy me love.cant buy me care.
cant buy me a grandfather who comes to ooty thru pain&cold-

not really-
it cant… ... ...

u taught me tht.u had faith in my judgement when noone else did,
it meant a lot to me.it really did-even so much tht i didnt know it would
i miss u-

missed kissing u on ür forehead,miss holding ür soft hand & listening to ür stories of banking,of food,of amma.of ür achievements,over&over and over again

.i love u bapuji-noone else to be called tht again...may u move in peace,love&eternal harmony.

ür ever loving son/grandson.